i ac2aLy dOnt knOw wahat ..


i jUst caNt reaLLy teLl at oL!

sUm1 frOm mY paSt! . .

iM nOt tRyin tO rUn aWay fRom oL oV what ivE dOnE, yEt sOmE oV it!?i jUst caNt sTand rEmembering nOr i prEfEr nOt tO tHink oV anYmOrE . .

-02-26/27-01

->5yRs agO we were caUght up waLking sUmwer near the pLarideL paRk tOgEthEr witH maRk brYan eN maRsaN(curfEw) . . i was onLi 17 at tHat timE “a vErrY gOod LookiNg faG”!i was sO frEsH eVen thE poLicE oFficEr triEd tO rapE mE.. bUt iM nOt just prEetY iM aLsO wisE!sO tHey didn’t sUccEd .f.y.i i eM stiLL virGin aT tHat mOmEnt!ehem .. ..aftEr oL the expLanatiOn aNd aLibi’s tHey just wOnt ListEnt aNd wE eNd up us iNside tHe pLarideL jaiLhOusE! sO eMbaraSsed i just waNna gO hOmE bUt i did’nt crY fOr i kNow i havE mY pOwerfuL tOoLs witH mE “bEaUty eN insaNity” tHat savEs us fOr tHOsE gOodLookiNg inmatEs ov uS fOr a night .. .i iNsist tHat we dOnt dEssErvE anY singLe “takaL”hampas nG bastOnErO sa Loob nG kuLungan . .

even tHe emOng “the mayOr”is sO cUtE hE cNt rEssist bUt fLirt witH mE eN tO cUt the LonG stOrY shOrt tHe mayOr feLL intO mY tRap eN feLL so inLovE with me eN teLling me ;the mOment they got out thEy gOing tO Look fOr us cOnsidering we bEcamE reaL gOod fRiends insidE! . . i sLeep witH thE mayOr eN maRsaN tOgetHer witH maRk brYan sLeep beside tHe otHer . .

=after 8hrs oF staying inside finaLLy tHe sUn risE eN tHats the cUe were gOing oUt eN tHen aftEr oL oV tHe prOmiSseS ivE toLd tHem wicH is nOt a reaL prOmiSsed fOr mE.. i beLieve i happEnd tO teLL them sUch tHing sO tHat we wOnt Look aS iF were inGRata eN tO tEll the fUckiNg trUtH thE trhEe oV uS rEaLLy enjOi oUr stay! . . eN we gO hOmE!beLievinG tHat was a paRt oV tHe paSt sincE thEn i nEvEr tHink oV emOng ever agaiN nOr gOin tO jaiL . . BUT!

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=02-27-10==

waLking sUmwer maloLos crOssinG oN my waY homE(im nO LongEr a minOr i caN gO fOr a waLk witout beiNg aRrested fOr cUrfEw:but fOrĀ  pOssesiOn oF iLLigaL drUgS is a diffErEnt stOry ,… .hahah waLking eN tHe a guy kEep oN caLling mE(gOod Looking great bodY fuLl oV tatOo..then i stOp wOndEriNg what he is abOut maybE fOr a Light ?eN wHen i staRted tO recOgnized the facE whiLe he is stiLL teLLing mE sUmtHJing frOm mY paSt nOt everY onE knows i startEd tO rEmember evErYtHing aNd the bOom . .we eNd uP rEminiscing paSt eN Lotsa hoLa oF tHe fUtUrE..hes a big timE drUg pUsHer now..eN im teLLing you a rEaL bg timE sO anU paH nGa ba?we bUrnEd 5sticks oV heLl in a row . . hE ask fOr mY nUmber aNd pLanning tO mEEt up aGain..but im not sO sUrE if i reaLLy waNtEd to . . huhuh!dEstiny gOth mE tHis timE . . pEopLe changE eN sUmtimes thEy just dOnt tHink tHe samE waY thEy uSed tO tHink bEfOrE!eN nOw iM not sUrE reaLLy / /

mY favOritE!

nOtHing reaLly importan.nt

nEwbiE i eM! . . jUst tRippiN around!yeaH rOck eN roLL!